Not in that way

And I hate to say I love you
When it's so hard for me
And I hate to say I want you
When you make it so clear
You don't want me

I'd never ask you cause deep down
I'm certain I know what you'd say
You'd say I'm sorry believe me
I love you but not in that way

And I hate to say I need you

I'm so reliant
I'm so dependent
I'm such a fool

When you're not there
I find myself singing the blues

Can't bear
Can't face the truth

You will never know that feeling
You will never see through these eyes

I'd never ask you

'Cause deep down I'm certain I know what you'd say
You'd say I'm sorry
Believe me
I love you

But not in that way

You'd say I'm sorry
Believe me
I love you
But not in that way

Not very wise

To know things you are not suppose to.
To listen to emo music when you don't feel good.
To see things you shouldn't.
To listen to things you shouldn't.

Need a wakeup call.

Am I worth just like that?

Stupid.