Que sera sera.

After 3 years, I finally got it done.

Kitty

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Happen to see some old photos and saw this, I miss you so much kitty.

I still remember the very first time I met you.

I hated the house when I first moved in, because I love the previous one so much but didn't have a choice (I couldn't choose who I wanted to be my father)

But a week after moving in, you came.

You stood outside the gate, meowing nonstop till I opened the door for you.

Then you came in like you belonged here, we had no idea where you're from.

Mom asked the previous owner if they've been feeding you before but they said they've never seen you before.

You'll just sit on the floor looking at us, watch the tv, or just sleep.

Kor kor even lay open his sleeping bag for you to sleep on everytime you come because you're just so precious.

I'm sure you belong to someone because you had a collar and you were really well-fed and cleaned.

But we still bought packs and packs of food to feed you everytime you come..

Then days went on to weeks.. months.. and years...

You would come almost everyday, I can hear your bells ring when you come up the stairs.

And sometimes you would meow so loud until we opened the door!

You would sleep on the couch, on the chair, sometimes lying on me and I would try my best not to move even though it gets pretty uncomfortable... and when you start kneading on me.. it kind of hurt because of your nails but it was so cute!

My favourite moment ever, is sometimes when I come home and I see you sitting and chilling on the first floor..

And the moment you hear me opening the gate, you would sit up and run up the stairs just to catch me opening the gate and then coming in to chill...

And that bell of yours ringing when you run up :')

But as years went by, you looked more frail and seemed distant.

You'll come up and still chill but you look so tired everytime.

And the battle scars from fighting with the neighbourhood cats (because you're so territorial!) you have on your body seems to get worse as time goes by, and they don't seem to heal.

I see your owner putting medications on you but it just doesn't get better...

You started coming lesser and everytime you're here, you look so tired.

And one day, I never saw you again :'(

I hope you're doing good wherever you are..

Be it crossing the rainbow bridge or still fighting with other cats..

You've played a part in my life and made me love cats so much more.

I liked cats since I was young, but I fell in love with them ever since I met you.

That blue eyes and chatty meows...

You're also one of the reason why Kor kor decided to adopt Icing, because Icing reminds him of you :')

Never gave you a name, but you'll always be the first kitty in my life :'))

Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be.