Fly away

I have this idea of just booking a plane ticket, pack up and go on a trip.

Taiwan, Sydney or maybe Hong Kong (not so much as I can't speak basic Cantonese well)

Leave my job, bills and problems and be alone for awhile.

Or maybe a small beach holiday?

I dislike this roller coaster inside of my mind.

Please, go away.

Move

'Withdrawal of Application for Cabin Crew',
Mail sent.
Mail acknowledged.

One thing off my head,
it's time to move on to the next phase.

Thank you Victor,
for helping me with writing the email.

And also,
Not gonna have chicken rice for lunch at work anymore Zzzzz
Stupid garlic.

I need more sleep.

Wait, do I?

Or I just need rest.

Many things in mind and I feel very head-block. 

Maybe I don't rest when I sleep. 

Wtf is the purpose for this post?

Just saying...

I am very tired :O

Emotional

Wonder if its just all these hormones rage going on inside of me again, 

Or maybe I'm just thinking too much.

Feeling under appreciated, taken granted of.

Like, worthless, forgettable.

Honestly I believe there are people who cares about me, maybe it's just that I'm not getting it from people that I want to.

Life doesn't go according to what you want anyways.

Should appreciate those who cared about me instead. 

Have been going to the gym after work recently and loving it so far.

I see a few people who inspires me to work towards my goal.

But I get so so so tired after everything at the end of the day.

Like, I would just crash onto my bed the moment I reached home.

Guess I'm just not used to working out in such manner, 

Not forgetting to mention the hunger after gym session and all shops are closed by the time you wanna get food.

Just yesterday I ended everything at 10pm and there's nothing to eat.

So I have to take a near 1 hour ride back to yewtee and get my food, which resulted me in some form of gastric discomfort and bloating.

So I'm gonna get some sandwich from home and keep it in my bag till gym class is over.

Ok that's all for nonsensical ramblings from a no one.

Why so emo? Too much estrogen going around!

I hate dramas by the way. Especially dramas from a guy. Or sissy.

So no more! Tweet all you want about me. Can't be bothered. And please private your account FFS so I won't see your childish post. Why do I keep going to your twitter? Cause I find your stupidity entertaining sometimes (minus the part about me)

Good night........ To anyone who's reading

Ellie Goulding - How Long Will I Love You

How long will I love you
As long as there are stars above you
And longer if I can

How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you
AS long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand

How long will I want you
As long as you want me to
And longer by far

How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can

How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you say

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may

Memories

Weekends at home, finally found my hard disk and wanted to transfer photos from my camera... 

And browsed through my old photos. 

SO MANY!

So many memories, thank God we used to take all these photos because they are all so precious now.

Haven't been wanting to take photos recently cause I look really terrible.

Like bloated, pimply, fat :(

Just share some here...

AHXIAN I know you will like them ;)

This was my FAVOURITE photo for quite awhile...

MAI UM CHIO.

LOL!!!! Watch too much Resident Evil, play too much House of the Dead.

Even did a stupid horror video, and even managed to get one friend jumped up from her seat :D

Most epic photo, ever.

LOL PHIL YOU WIN.

We can be ahlians, can be toots also.

Phil really win la.

Ok, more normal photos.

HAHAHAHA INSIDE JOKE.

"Hello everyone! How is everybody today? Goooooooooood?!"

Cherry's birthday 

Another one for her birthday, we went Makansutra at the Esplanade :)

Mr Bean... No I mean, Mr Ben. This guy can go bang wall now.

Got pussy no friends one.

Smearing charcoal on our face was so fun, that time?

Now you try lo.......

The very first Halloween birthday surprise for Cherry pie :))

Who the fk is that on the right?

Us during Poly year 1.

Wearing the Puma tee my crush gave me for my birthday during that time.

He liked Puma, which pretty much sent me into a frenzy for Puma stuff too.

Quite sad for me uh. I used to not shop that time until he hinted me that I should dress up more.

(We didn't work out anyway, I had a major crush on him for 1 year plus. He tried, but I think I'm too fugly)

Now, I'm just a shoppaholic who is trying to cut my shopping down -_-

Smelly leg.

Nice butt Phil. Nice butt..... My hair WAS SO LONG.

That people says "The prettiest looking thing on Peiyi is her hair"

:O

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Miss you Cherry Foo :')