Hopped over to my old blog to read up my posts when I was young. And itchy-hands me went to click on the posts from where I met him to how we broke up. and all my feelings.
They were so raw, somehow I can still feel how I felt. Maybe the hurt never went away all these time.
Which resulted in me not being able to put in 100% for a relationship (and also with the constant reminder from Mom never to give your all), and end up hurting a good guy.
Should never have jumped into it without considering other factors.
I'm such an idiot, a loser, a pathetic woman.
I hate myself.
I can't even give an exact word of how I'm feeling now.
I feel like shutting myself from this world, from everyone.
Sounds like a good idea, Peiyi.
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