Hi guys!
Or... Hi diary (don't think anyone still read my rants anymore LOL)! Been long since I came here!
But I was pretty shocked when I realised some of you still come to my blog because you guys told me :p
Anyway, I've decided to keep my previous posts private as they were all memories I decided to keep away from others and keep them to myself,
especially what happened in 2011, so much pain & hardship I don't want to look back anymore.
It's a brand new year! Let's see if I fulfilled any of my resolutions I set in 2011.
1) Lose weight -
Yeah I did lost quite abit of weight! Yay! Like maybe around 4kg? Might be a small number but it matters alot to me. I've used all kinds of method to lose weight previously, from eating pills to having meal replacement (yucks!), those methods DID work, but it's only short-term. Once I stopped them, especially the meal replacements, I was deprived of REAL FOOD and started binging and gained back all the weight.
So I turned to exercise! I only started exercising in May 2011, mainly because I needed to get some peace from all the chaos I had in my life at that point of time, you know... that particular heartbreak which almost crashed me in April.
I started jogging, swimming and taking up kickboxing in November with my best friend!
Actually I lost 6kg, but I gained 2kg back because I started eating like a pig again :(
2) Have braces -
Finally had my braces done in May 2011! Always wanted to do it but has got no money, so yeah! I want straight teeeeeeeeeeeeeth!
3) Run a marathon ! -
Sad to say, didn't do it :( My furthest is 10KM but that's my personal training, didn't have confident to even run a half marathon, so yeahhhhhh D:
Yeah at least fulfilled like 2/3 of it?
2011 had been a hella rocky year for me.
1) Lost my closest aunt and cousin.
2) The person I thought I'll be with forever just left me heartbroken and alone to pick up all the pieces myself.
I'm glad through this I knew who are my true friends, the ones who were there for me and constantly asking me if I'm fine and everything... I'm just so blessed to have them in my life.
& I've learnt how to be contented with my life.
So....
Fuck all those who judge me and thinks I'm a bad influence and a bad girl. I don't care what you think.
Once in awhile, I'll always remind myself to love and care for those who loves and cares for me. And stop giving a fuck to people who don't bother about me.
Get what I mean?
In life, we always care for those who ignores us and ignores those who cares for us.
So I will keep this in mind!
So my resolution for 2012....!
1) Continue to lose weight! -
Another 8 more kgs! It's hard work!
2) Run at least a half marathon!
3) Pass at least 4 papers of my ACCA course
4) Get a new job as an account assistant
Update soon. Lazy already :D
xoxo.
