Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Stress

Yeap you got that right.

The time has come and it is time for my exams again. I am in the office now and I'm suppose to study but I am doing ANYTHING but that.

Suddenly felt like giving up and just skip the exam, but I know I have to finish what I started.
Lost my motivation, maybe I'm just running away.

Craving for hot fudge sundae from Mac since last night, but I manage to kick the temptation away,
will it come after me again tonight and I have to fight against it again?

Reduced my training by more than half because I spend the time studying in library.

Anyway I just celebrated my 25th birthday a week ago. Time flies and I am already an adult!
When I was younger, I looked forward to receiving presents and having many exciting celebrations.
Maybe I'm old now,
but just seeing your friends making time to come out and have a meal to celebrate your birthday is more than enough for me, especially so after I found out how disappointed I was when some close friends didn't turn up.

Have so many things planned for 2015,
I am excited for it yet I'm dragging now cause of my freaking exam.
Have to keep telling myself to get it over and done with!

Don't feel very good cause I feel out of shape and weak and restless and tired because I haven't trained as much as I would like to.

Ok I really need to get back to studying.
Let me post a selfie of myself. Realised I haven't been posting photos onto my blog.

1. Lazy
2. I'm not as photogenic as I was before. LOL



Just found out this beauty mode from my S5.
SERIOUSLYYYYY made me look slimmer, now I know why do bloggers or social media users look SO nice in some photos it looked unreal.

And after a few encounters, I have definitely concluded that YOU CAN NEVER BELIEVE WHAT YOU SEE ONLINE.

Okay back to my books.
Oh my hair looks funneh