Monday, December 4, 2017

Exams in 2 days time, but I just feel like I need to vent this out.

I fucking hate dramas.
All I hope, is all of us could be transparent with one another, and not be worried/afraid to say what is exactly on our minds.
What's with all these "Please act blur, act like you don't know anything about this"
"Please don't tell him/her that I know what he/she did"

Like come on, isn't it tiring? To act like everything is okay and we all clearly know as hell that nothing is okay?

And also, why do some people like to watch the world burn? What do they get? A kick out of people's anger?

And if you're unhappy. SAY IT OUT. Don't act like you're fine and trying to fix everything but your words and tonality totally plays a different tune. I am not blind or deaf, WE ALL CAN TELL.
Stop the pretense that you are okay, I KNOW YOU'RE NOT.

I don't want to say much because I have learnt, it's best to not care anymore.

At the start of 2017, I made a resolution: To be less judgmental, spend more time with friends, make more effort, don't keep going to gym and neglect friends/family time.
And that's what I did.
What I got in return: An eye-opening experience that affirmed my beliefs in some people's characters, and also learning that, loving myself is so much more important.

Huge lesson learnt: Mind your own fucking business.

Ps. I hope she knows, that nothing can ever change my mind about her. What kind of person I think she is. I don't know what is wrong with you, but I am really hurt that you think about me this way.

"YOU'RE DEAD TO ME"