Updates

I know I shouldn't be doing this again because I might just end up binging, but......
I'm going back to meal replacements

MAJOR :(

I gained 4kg back recently and I'm only 2kgs away from going back to my original weight last April.
Super tempted to eat food especially RICE (Omg i love rice like SO much) but I have to curb it and think of all the pretty clothes!

Haven't been jogging for weeks due to my injured right shint, I'm so so dead because my half marathon is less than a month away. Swimming and kickboxing lessons are still ongoing but I feel I eat more than I lose.

So meal replacement is my only way out because even exercise is not helping much.

Oh on a sidenote, I have tendered my resignation at South-Asia on 17th April 2012.
Last day of work on 10 May 2012, requested to leave early as I want to take a little break before I start on my new job.

It's not an accounting job, just an admin job at City Hall to help out chicky as his boss opened a new company. He says I can study during worktime as long I finish my work so I accepted it. :) Plus the fact that I've lost all my motivation to go South-Asia to work, especially when I have to work on Saturdays. And it's not helping when you have a stiff relationship with your boss.
I'm gonna miss Felicia and Kim Poh so much because they bring so much joy to me at work :( But all good things come to an end, don't they?
Been here for 2 years and I think it's time to move on!

Okay I'm actually blogging from office during lunchtime now and I'm SO HUNGRY.
Dragging myself for lunch because it's gonna be meal replacement again :(
Just had it this morning as Felicia watched me down the shake torturously while she ate cookies :(

Alright, will update my progress here!
Must lose weight!!!!

Updates

Downloaded some free photography apps (cheapskate I know) from iTunes and am loving them! So many functions! Like lomo and holga!

Realised im spending 3/4 of my time using my phone even after when I reached home. I'd rather just sit there and use my phone than turning on my laptop

Exams coming in less than 2 months and ive not even started revision yet!
I'm so gonna regret if I don't start now.

Been spending loads of money on shopping ONLINE & momma has not been very happy about it every time there's a new parcel for me lol.

Honeycolor.com is having free shipping now and I'm so tempted to get more coloured contacts! Already got 4 pairs ( 1 unopened) and I haven't touched my normal lenses for a damn long time. I know it's bad for my eyes but I just can't bear to see myself without the big eyed lenses now x(

I wanna buy green, blue, hazel and violet too! But abit too much? Cuz I don't wear thick makeups often. And if I wear those without eye makeup I'll look scary.
But I want them ALL!!!!

I love brown and grey too :D so pretty hiakhiakhiak!

Okay update again. Need get back to work.

Sorry

I'm sorry for wasting your time on me, there's actually so much stuffs I wanted to tell you but it's just so difficult to say.

I don't want to spoil a friendship but I want to believe in you. What should I do?

Ideal guy

Was reading blogs in office during lunchtime and saw this post
http://triciahwam.com/?p=2985
&
http://triciahwam.com/?p=2998

This girl totally speaks my mind! I can't express myself well with words but she did it, so I posted this.
HAHHAAHAHAH anyway the first one is for someone to see (you know who you are :D)

Feelings

Been feeling very down these few days, have totally no idea what is causing me to feel this way.
Nothing bad happened to me but I just can't help it but feel so upset.

I miss mommy, even though I see her everyday but just felt that we haven't been spending quality time with each other for quite awhile. and everytime I reach home she's always asleep, and the next day when I wake up she's either working or still sleeping. I miss her cooking and making a cup of hot milo for me before I go out for work/tuition in the morning. I want to bring her out to town and looked at the city of Singapore now, but I don't have the time and her legs are not good to tolerate walking too much.

I miss my poly friends, I miss those days when we just hang out and do nothing cause we were broke. All the jokes and laughters and crazy things we did. Now everyone is so busy, with their NS, school and for me, I think I'm one of the busiest person ever too :/

Well, in conclusion, I miss my life as a carefree teenager.

I hate the job I'm having now, I hate all the rushing to school after work and always having bread or Macdonalds as dinner only. I hate being so lazy to pack my room cause when I'm home all I wanna do is rest and stone in my room.

I hate being an adult. I hate to have to plan for my future, I hate to realise that time is running out for people i love especially my parents and uncle because they're getting old.

I'm scared to know what my future is like. Would I be able to get my accounting degree and get a well paying job to support my family? Would I ever find my Mr. Right? Would I have a happy family? How am I gonna handle it if my parents leave me?

Sometimes, living a life is such a chore.
Told myself to look forward and that good things will happen.
But I'm tired.

Maybe all I need is just a little break, a getaway.

Dear Scottie....

Please take care of Phil, daryl, huizhen, and your daddy and mommy from heavens above..

Free from pains and sufferings,
And with no sickness anymore.

And bless especially Minnie that she can bring enough comfort to them while you're gone.. And that she'll be strong too.

Hope you like the dove chocolates I got for you too,
I know you like chocolates

Xoxo.

1st post from iPhone!

Woah! I didn't know you can blog from iPhone using blogger official app now, used to use an app to blog from iPhone, but it was so not user-friendly.
Bah.

Life has been so busy I feel I'm getting old. Soon I'm turning 23?! Feels like I just celebrated my 21st birthday -_-"

Okay anyway just testing out this app. Just got home from school and I'm
Really tired

Nights!

Posted a photo of me and Phil just to test LOL