I have been reading alot of articles and searching for a right clinic to get a second opinion from a specialist.
I was optimistic about it when the doctor told me I just need to remove the right side, if worse, left side also and get a radioactive solution into my body and I'm done.
He told me there would be no side effect. And I was so relieved.
Not until I find this.
http://thyroid.about.com/b/2010/09/09/thyroid-cancer-good-cancer.htm
I read through all the comments from people who had the same problem, every single one of them and I couldn't stop trembling in fear and cry.
This is not what I'm prepared for.
I'm only 24, I just had my birthday 2 weeks ago.
I want to get into my dream job and see the world.
I want to be able to run and walk and do things with energy.
I want my youth and not be tainted with hair loss and weight gain.
I haven't been a happy person since young and things only started to get better for me recently and now I'm diagnosed with this piece of shit.
I don't want to remove my thyroid and why must I suffer this?
This is driving me crazy.
No, I am not strong and brave enough for this.
I want to run away.
Just let me go.
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